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don't even know if anyone is even following this anymore.. I wouldn't ha! such an inconsistent blogger.. i was never made of such stuff..

regardless, i am now in san francisco, living healthy, happy, maybe a little hungry. It's true all they say about student stipends. yet i know other degrees that wouldn't pay you to work.

I'm turning in my rotation choices tonight or tmrw.. i'm excited and a little scared, once i start this snowball it's not going to stop. yesterday a friend of mine told me about how once you hit year 4 or 5 you start wondering what it is you really want out of this mess etc.. i wonder when I'll get to that mid-grad crisis and what it will tell me

the last thing i want to do is undo myself, most other ppl believe in me, and i in some degree do think i can do it, but I need to never undersell myself. if i could just apply myself to studying and being consistent,I think I can do really well.. i just have to start...:)

laters blog world

how long has it been again????.......

Apparently, it's been quite a while since I've posted. What can I say to that though..? I always seem to get myself ridiculously busy during the semester. Last semester was no different, it ranks in one of the hardest semesters for sure. Somehow, it came out alright - even though I do admit to hauling ass on most of what I did, I really did just veg out infront of the TV too. I think that's the problem with us students/workers handling free time - we don't actually do much other than TV.. maybe if we did different things we wouldn't feel so guilty/bored/tired?
well musings for another day..


Update: 1 - I gradumacated :D Cum Laude BS in Genetics (yes it is a double major, but if it's not a double degree it's not on your diploma.. boo! Neither are the Spanish and French minors included but feh... c'est la vie I guess)
2 - I am now living with my parents :) This is a good thing, good food, free lodging, easy access to money mwahaha.. and we have fun together
3 - I have gotten invited to two interviews so far at UCSF and at UT Austin.. I'll update on how that goes
4 - I'm coughing like an old geezer.. and have been for about 2weeks - I'm on antibiotics now (which are making me feel like shit.. damn those all-or-nothing drugs..) but I HAD to.. I wasn't able to sleep b/c of the coughing.. it's really annoying.. and YES I've been bundled up and YES I've been drinking tea like a mad hatter and YES I'm eating cough drops till I burst... and i'm sick of all of it.. and I don't get to go out/sleep/do anything really fun... and my muscles hurt from coughing.. wah wah.. complain complain.... as long as I can get rid of this damn coughing.. we'll be back in bidness


Plans for down time:
Interviews with gradschools
tutor for some cash on the side
con my parents into a trip to europe/japan
write a review of the stuff I did in the japan lab
volunteer at libraries/schools to read to kids:: it is my supreme belief that more ppl would be able to accomplish more in life if they just 'wanted' and actually learned to 'like' to read..
paint sabrina's painting
actuallly live up to my "amateur artist" "amateur photographer" self-entitlement


well looks llike I've written up quite a bit.. let's let that settle in for a few days

hehe

So I'm back at C.S. home.. I know boohoo.. I wanted to stay in Japan forever.. alas there's this whole graduating thing that I have left to do..
I've changed my way of thinking: if i get through grad school sooner/faster then i'll get to japan to do research there faster. :D

I'm sitting right now.. at rumours... and they're blasting "My Milkshake.." like no tomorrow.. and I hear these two guys behind me praying for America and their food... the ironies/ suitability of this situation just had to be blogged.

For those of y ou who don't know.. i'm taking 21 hrs this semester, studying for the GRE, studying for 2 departmental tests... and I still haven't started applications for the universities I'm looking at (haven't even decided on those either) nor the application for the NSF Pre-doctoral fellowship.....

yeah, so if I seem busy/ not at home/not online/ not doing anything except eating/studying/eating/eating/sleeping/studying/studying/studying/going to the rec/studying/eating/sleeping...

then now you know.. I'm really sorry if this is inconvenient for anyone, but if you're trully my friend then you'll understand how important it is to me to get to gradschool... and especially how important it is for me to GET OUT OF HERE!!! Don't get me wrong.. I love my lab, the friendships I've made, the kitties we've fostered, etc... but College Station has been grating on my patience, creativity, and peace of mind long enough.

So if you want to do something avec moi then let me know wwaaaay in advance so I can purposefully try to study more the weekend before/days before etc...

k love all of you silly cats

laters

"linnet"

I am a bird.. sort of

beauty from....?

Out of the 'everyday' clothing, and just chillin at home when you think no one's gonna come around... I think everyone (except maybe Johnny and Angelina Jolie) show a semi-not-sexy-not-cool side. With your glasses, hair undone, makeup off, discolored shorts from 5 years ago and all the tummy rolls and whatever other imperfection you believe you have showing....... yeah.. everyone's got one.


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on a separate subject altogether.. i learned that even though at restaurants/from take-outs/in your bento (lunch box) etc..japanese compartmentalize their food - - - at home, some secretly mix everything on one plate...

hmm

omoshiroii!!

... so I realized that I have never actually defrosted any fish .. and was kinda worried.. I trust fresh fish in japan.. but I don't know what the freezer has contained in the past...
so I looked up the correct way to defrost things

It's the Mayo clinic's 8 ways to prevent food poisoning
#8 in particular caught my attention ...

8. Know when to avoid certain foods altogether

Food poisoning is especially serious and potentially life-threatening for young children, pregnant women and their fetuses, older adults, and people with weakened immune systems. These individuals are at greatest risk of severe health problems from food poisoning and should take extra precautions by avoiding the following foods:

• Raw or rare meat and poultry
• Raw or undercooked fish or shellfish, including oysters, clams, mussels and scallops
• Raw or undercooked eggs or foods that may contain them, such as cookie dough and homemade ice cream
• Raw sprouts, such as alfalfa, bean, clover or radish sprouts
• Unpasteurized juices and ciders
• Unpasteurized milk and milk products
• Soft cheeses (such as feta, brie and Camembert), blue-veined cheese and unpasteurized cheese (unsure about this one)
  
• Refrigerated pates and meat spreads
• Uncooked hotdogs, luncheon meats and deli meats

just for your amusement, I've hi-lighted in red everything I've eaten on the list.. yeah being in japan definitely covers most of the first 4 bullets.

suxess! USJ, more hanabi and To-kae

SuXXXessssss....
the test to begin screening for positive controls.. worked.. after only a total of 2 set backs.... I'm either (A) getting lucky, (B)being very cautious, (C) getting wonderful instrucion, or (D) all of the above... i say D.. hehe

USJ - aka Universal Studios Japan..... very very VERY much like USF (florida) except that there is no Snoopy section and the parades you see here include a whole float for Sanrio's Hello Kitty and Sesame street... Everyone still loves sesame street and snoopy here!! yaaaay... oh and the stores have WAAAY cuter things.. they even have a 'cute' ET version.. it really is cute!!! But of course, the prices are equally as expensive as in the US.. bwaaah.. sux! Also unfortunately, there aren't as many actual rollercoasters.. just more of a themed type deal.. *shrug* but it was loads of fun cuz i went w/ minako and mizuho and chaos... and minako gets scared really easily .. ho ho ho..

more hanabi - in Osaka... so after waking up at 6:45am so we could get to USJ in Osaka by 9am opening time.. and going through long lines and walking everywhere around the park...
we left b/w 5 and 6pm to go to a river in Osaka.. where there was a big hanabi (fireworks) display... and man.. it topped Tenjin matsuri!!!! They had bunnies and this odd cat thing.. which I will try to find what it's called (from a really old cartoon that stil has fresh episodes nowadays) and stars.. and amazing two-toned and multi-faceted and multi-actioned fireworks... just soooo cool... if only it had Disney-type accompanying music then it would be ZE shit.. but since it's only a full 30 minutes of every firework known to man then it's only THE shit... ;) have I said how much i heart japan?

So after that crazy day..i totally crashed onto my bed as soon as i opened the door circa midnight.. and even though i woke up the next day to get a haircut (only place in the world that they actually made my hair straight and silky and it's lasted over 24 hrs) ... i re-crashed around 7pm and woke up today at 6am.... whaaa!!!!

Today I went to To-kae.. another type of festival.. that consists of lighting lots and lots of candles (within lantern type deals) around Nara area (which if I've not already mentioned, is saturated w/ world history sites)

the end.. b/c i'm so friggin tired..

Tenjin matsuri & Tsuruoka

Tenjin matsuri.

It's another great festival with lots of food and games and it ends with like the most spectacular display of fireworks!!!!

yeah well that's basically it in a nutshell. There's supposed to be a whole bunch of stuff that happens on the river. Groups of ppl in little boats with lanterns and stuff... but even though we got there early (it was in Osaka) it was friggin CRAMMED!!!! I thought Gion Matsuri had a lot of ppl... well I think it's prolly cuz this was in a smaller area (the area in Kyoto where Gion Matsuri was held has a huge -well huge for japan- 4 lane main street). I swear.. it was like this huge long line to get out of the train station and onto the street. The train station didn't have enough ticket machines to take up everyones tickets so you basically showed it to the attendants and went through.. it was seriously like going last minute to an A&M game (when we were good) or something..


The fun stuff is i got to eat this tamasenbei.. or something like that .. "tama" comes from tamago (egg) and senbei is the word for rice cracker. So it's this long thin cracker and they put some sort of miso paste on the bottom, add some puffed rice, slap on a fried egg and stripe out some mayo on it (japanese love mayo!) - it was great!!!

this was also the first time I'd worn my own yukata and my new obi... can you believe i bought a PINK obi?? yeah i can't believe it either.. but it goes well w/ the dark blue yukata.. and supposedly it 'reflects my bright friendly character' ..... yeah..

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tsuruoka

it's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay up up at the top of japan and is like fertile texas plains surrounded by mountains and right next to the sea. It's gorgeous. You've got your fishing, your fresh veggies, fresh fruits, and great view. I think I finally understood what's the draw to go to small towns when you retire and stuff. On a nice day you can see that the mountain range goes for miles all around and there are HUUUGE mountains right next to the town. On two of the more famous ones you can still see snow!!! (and it was as hot as late spring in college station)

The crappy part about this experience was that it was a last minute deal on how to get there. The rains had caused a landslide that blocked the main railroad that usu takes ppl to that area, so suddenly all flights were crammed!! Even though I had planned to leave on Sat early morning.. I ended up going there on Thursday afternoon at totally last minute. Not only that, but I had to stay in Tokyo (unfortunately didn't leave early enough to do some last minute tokyo touring) overnight and get up at 5am the next day for the flight to tsuruoka. bah!!! it sucked!!

so when i got there i was tired as all hell!!!!! (and this place is still old school enough that they allow smoking indoors - so guess what my room smelled like?!) But i couldn't check in till 3pm.. and it was like 9am...

I would've been ok just dozing off in the lobby, but Kenji Nakahigashi (assistant researcher at KEIO university in Tsuruoka) he took me on a tour of the labs. It's kinda impressive really.. they had like over 30 mass specs in one building!!! and the other building for KEIO has like waaaay too many computers to count (ie. one is a wet lab and one is a dry lab- comp stuff)

I fortunately had a few hours nap before I went to this farewell party they were having for this Hungarian guy Gabor and another Kenji (japanese). There were like 25 ppl and i think like 1/3 of the world's countries were represented there!!! I met lots of really cool ppl.. and some kinda hot ones too hehehe Of course we pigged out and drank our guts full.. then we went to Harmony, the local club in the middle of nowhere

this was the first time for me to go to a club in Japan... but supposedly this one is like really small/local type deal... and it was reaaaally small.. it's about as big as ula and jazzi and my living room at university oaks (plus 'dining room' area)

but the music!!! it was GREAT!! it was jazzy, salsa-y, 60's and 70's-y .. the DJ was the shit basically.. but i could never quite understand when they would tell me his name (he is part of the lab.. that's why we went)... although i have to say.. dancing is not exactly an inextricable part of japanese culture like it is in Latin America... so it was kind of intersting.. but not bad.. you know I can dance to anything so twas fun. Then it was also the manager's bday and there was cake and wonderful champagne and yeah.. fun

and theeeeen. we went to Karaoke bar!!! b/c Gabor loves karaoke.. so he had to do it before he left. I was really kinda eeeeeeeh on it.. but several of the guys and girls there were really good and it was really fun... b/c Gabor can't sing to save his life.. so there wasn't too far down to go.. lol... Martin (canadian guy that's been in japan for like 10 yrs) was also really good and funny. Oh but this guy.. i have nooo clue what his name is... was just spectacular... he would sing and.. gods.. he sang this eric clapton song.. and i think he might've sounded better than the real thing. Interestingly enough his spoken english still has an accent, but when he sings.. it's like he was born in the US.. crazy

got home like at 4am... and got up at 8:30 for the Oyster Matsuri!!!!! yes, i ate much oyster and random sea things I could not identify.. but it was all cooked! hehe

then we went to this cute little bakery with a view of the sea and then we went to an Onsen (sauna)... where.. well you kinda wash before you get in.. and you go in naked... it was actually really beautiful.. so any uncomfortable feelings just kinda stayed back with my clothes.

then we went to this adorable restaurant that had a marvelous view of the mountains and rice fields (it was old school with sliding doors and old furniture and clocks and stuff).

then we went to a Noh play... it's hard to describe.. but it's incredibly traditional, and i was lucky to get a ticket after it sold out.. the music is odd.. but after listening for a while you just kind of get into this trance.. and they have SQUARE PANTS!!!!!! I'm gonna try to load a video of it so you can see. It lasted 4 hrs and there were 3 plays the first was about a dragon lady (ctrls the water) who dried up the river so that the king would find her a husband, when he did she gave him this drum that would alert him if there ever was trouble. And of course the neighboring country invaded and the drum sounded and he was almost defeated until the dragon king (her husband) came to the rescue and the drum split open and this mini-dragon guy fought off the invaders.... The king even got into it and defeated the main evil guy.
The second one was a comedy (not traditional noh) where this lord wanted to hold a contest for treasure so he sent his slave into town to find one. But this swindler guy noticed the slave was an idiot and sold him a drum stick as treasure, saying that whenever he pounded it to the ground a new treasure would appear (he fooled him by slipping a beautiful katana underneath the stick). When he returned and tried to show his master what he had bought (it was expensive and he thought he'd gotten a good deal) - well of course, nothing came out of the stick.. so the master was furious.. hardy harr harr hehe
the last one had to do with this guy that had a dream that he would get rich if he sold sake. He did, and at one of his taverns this sake spirit had a drinking contest with everyone there and never once got wasted... what really happened was a lot of talking and this long spriti-guy -dance.

last but not least I hiked through Mt. Haguro to its awesome shrines at the top (the whole mountain is chock-full of old treees planted ;by priests that were making their way to the top) It also had this marvelous 5-storied pagoda and super ancient tree (see pictures soon)

errr.. oh yeah and i almost forgot.. on the last day i visited the town's park and museum - which i thought would be really dinky.. but actually had some really decent fossils and well preserved stuff from this fisherman town (Shonai clan).

so i got back monday night.. and yesterday things were crazy b.c dr. mori came back too and left today for brasil. so they had lots of last minute meetings etc.. Plans are: this saturday i will go to Universal Studios in Osaka and end the day with fireworks. Next monday I will go to Obon Matsuri and next next Wednesday i will go to Daimonji Matsuri.....

i don't want to leave japan... i really like it here... :( only 22 days left to go..